05/13/09

My dream last night had me with (we'll call him Golden boy). We were walking through a glade, a clearing of some kind. We were walking on a trail spaced with trees. The leaves were a light green and thin enough that when the light would hit them, the area we were in would glow.

We were talking, as if going over life's questions, etc. I started to comment on the weather and how it was very warm. He then turned to me and handed me a copper box. It was slightly large. Large enough where it took both hands supporting the sides, as he handed it to me. It gleamed when the sun hit it. He said if what I had wasn't enough, to let him know, and he could give me more.

After that I woke up. I recalled a dream a friend had about being given a box made of steel or iron and her's was locked.

After I woke up I felt like sh!t. I felt like I had this heavy black blanket of negative energy all over me. I didn't want to move. I wanted to die, to be quite honest. I did some energy work, rang my chimes to resonate positive sound vibration, and burned some sage. After that I felt better. When I pulled myself together I sent a txt to Golden Boy asking him if he is familiar with a copper box. He said, "Ummmm...well, oddly enough I have a box that my Oma made me and the entire thing is completely line with pennies (copper), so yeah."

After he confirmed the copper box, I started to cry and shake uncontrollably. Almost as if I was grieving. This very different feeling opened up in the center of my chest. It was unreal.