7/18/09

I'm lagging in my updates apparently. June 28th was my last post? Goodness.

Well let me see.... I have started at my new store, which has been fabulous. I have officially closed the door to Golden Boy. I'm tired of making myself miserable. I did try to begin something with "Keys" (is what I'll call him). But my feelings for Golden Boy got in the way and now Keys will probably be a very good friend.

So I am in negotiations with a close friend of mine about an apartment. We are thinking September time line for a 2bed 1 or 2 bath apt. I am grateful because I'll be able to practice and meditate in my own space. I miss the smell of Sage burning or my incense mixture of Frankincense/Myrrh/Copal/ Arabic Gum...such yummy temple sweetness.

You know I don't even know what I'm thinking in regards to dating. Sometimes I wonder if I've been doing all this because I was hurt pretty badly by someone a couple of months ago. We talk now and things are good, but still. It leaves me wondering.

I have decided my next post is going to be a tarot spread. I've been talking about this for awhile. I will be doing a one a day tarot card. I have to get on the ball. They have been calling my attention lately. So its quite possibly the right time to do so.

:) I am in a good state of mind right now, I've missed feeling so clear and level headed.