7/31/09

Last night before bed I felt the urge to pull a card from my tarot deck. The card pulled was the "Death" card.

Now - the rule is when you see the Death card it does not actually mean a physical death, but it can mean a death or a pattern or change into something.

Then this morning when I wake up, I walk the dogs like I usually do, and I stumble upon this:

The day just started its so full of symbolism.

7/30/09

Okay...so for the past couple of nights I've been having dreams. I remember my dreams, which is nice. Last night it was about a group of friends that all had special abilities and then came together to cause change to happen. It s beautiful and wonderful and made me feel good.

The night that I became sick which was Tuesday night I dreamed of 3 vampires draining the energy from me. Only for the dream to be more specific and the vampires turned out to be my co-workers. Pulling the energy from me. I'm not really happy about this.

Apparently the stones I wear protect me from energy invading me - but not from energy being taken. Right now I'm just working on getting my license for massage so I can get out of that place.

I have been reading a book on creation lately. It actually takes Jewish Mysticism and breaks it down - for it to be understood as clearly as one can understand something so ancient. It has really taken my mind by storm. Its actually quite the puzzle piece I've needed or I should say asked for.

7/27/09

Man! Did I have some wierd dreams last night. I remember them, just not clearly. I should have written them down....damn. Next time.

Well Saturday I went out with Black Cunty Woman and we went to "Town". Had a GREAT time! We danced, they played our favorite songs, and I met....let me think of a name to give him. We'll just call him, "Him" until I think of something.

The whole situation is quite funny. BCW and I were watching the Drag show (which was very good by the way) and I see Him standing on the opposite side of us. I was like wow. Then he looks over at me and I turn my head really fast to avoid eye contact. Haha. I'm shy! Well sorta'. Anyway.. It was that whole eye contact game through out the duration of the drag show. There was a smile thrown in there just to show that we liked what we saw of each other.

After the drag show I went over and I introduced myself to him. Then from there the 3 of us danced the night away and had a great time. Him and I exchanged phone numbers and had our first date last night.

It was surprising. I was worried things were going to be tense, etc. But it was very easy and casual. We both just went off our instincts and things flowed naturally. Conversation was good, the movie was good, and even after the movie we went and watched airplanes take off and land.

While we were sitting on the grass (and getting bit by mosquitoes, lol) a little Indian girl came over and looked at both of us, smiled, giggled and then ran back to her parents; totally adorable.

He then drove me home, then I got in my car and had him follow me back to the 395 so he wouldn't get lost.

It was a very good evening. BCW and I are talking about making Sunday nights our nights for T.V. and dinner. I'm thinking ever so often I'll bring Him (if she doesn't mind of course.). Now I need to brush up on my spanish....damnit..