It is 2019. I haven't written in this blog since 2011. I was in a relationship then. We broke up in December of that year. Some things don't work and the truth is, I should have stayed broken up with him. The relationship was full of pain. The frustration and anger built between the two of us.
Since then I had a daughter with my best friend, we moved from Arizona to Florida, then from Florida I moved to Las Vegas and he moved to Kentucky. A lot has changed, people have changed, I've changed. I keep a routine every day while I'm here. I go to work, I come home, repeat. I work the over night shift. I literally get off work and go back to work in the same day. I'm separated from my daughter and I really don't have much else going on for myself.
I recently met a man, named Rio, through my friend David. They are married and yet I am oddly drawn to Rio. A familiar and safe energy runs through him that I feel at home in.
At the moment I'm re-watching the Vampire Diaries. It was such a good show the first couple of seasons. I think I miss it more for the nostalgia and what was happening in my life when it was on. To nostalgia.
Since then I had a daughter with my best friend, we moved from Arizona to Florida, then from Florida I moved to Las Vegas and he moved to Kentucky. A lot has changed, people have changed, I've changed. I keep a routine every day while I'm here. I go to work, I come home, repeat. I work the over night shift. I literally get off work and go back to work in the same day. I'm separated from my daughter and I really don't have much else going on for myself.
I recently met a man, named Rio, through my friend David. They are married and yet I am oddly drawn to Rio. A familiar and safe energy runs through him that I feel at home in.
At the moment I'm re-watching the Vampire Diaries. It was such a good show the first couple of seasons. I think I miss it more for the nostalgia and what was happening in my life when it was on. To nostalgia.
