Monday, February 22, 2010

Did someone order a side of Chaos to go with Monday?

Today, was quite frankly, ridiculous. I woke up feeling incredible, but due to very high stress situations surrounding my parents lives, it bled into my feel good mood. Needless to say sending my entire day into a dark oblivion.

I didn't get the Droid today like I hoped; everyone was either coming off very sharp tongued and rude or blaming me for something; then the one person who is my "calm" decides to go off on me too!

The evening was no better. My best friend proceeds to tell me that we can't hang out as much because he has fallen in love with me and then I have my parents yelling at me because THEY are having a bad day. I about threw in the towel, walk out into traffic, and get hit by a bus or something.

Finally I just looked up to the sky and said, "You know what, when I get home, I want happiness, joy, healing, love, compassion, and forgiveness...otherwise I've had it!", and within a few minutes, I talked to my parents.

Shortly there after, within 5 minutes, everything started getting better. There was forgiveness, understanding, and love. The Universe, God, heard me. For that I am grateful. Now...on to healing my friendship...

Shutter Island and my sister's homecoming...with my niece.

So my sister arrived this morning at 4 a.m.. I couldn't have been happier to be woken up by the sound of her and my niece coming in the front door.

Sadly I had to work today so I was not able to spend as much time with them as I would have liked, however, it was made up for when my friend Taurus Boy and I made dinner for the family.

It was chicken parmesan. And instead of breading the chicken then melting the parmesan on top, we mixed the bread and dried parmesan together. It was delicious. The veggie sides of yellow squash and zucchini were dripping with butter and garlic seasoning.

(I never realized how many gay boys there were at Target - while grocery shopping I felt like I was a slab of meat, good grief)

After dinner my sister took us out to go see "Shutter Island". The movie was extremely intense; although some time during the middle of the movie, you start to figure out what is going on. The suspense is enough to jolt you from reality though.

Well I bid adieu. Until next time :)