Monday, February 22, 2010

Did someone order a side of Chaos to go with Monday?

Today, was quite frankly, ridiculous. I woke up feeling incredible, but due to very high stress situations surrounding my parents lives, it bled into my feel good mood. Needless to say sending my entire day into a dark oblivion.

I didn't get the Droid today like I hoped; everyone was either coming off very sharp tongued and rude or blaming me for something; then the one person who is my "calm" decides to go off on me too!

The evening was no better. My best friend proceeds to tell me that we can't hang out as much because he has fallen in love with me and then I have my parents yelling at me because THEY are having a bad day. I about threw in the towel, walk out into traffic, and get hit by a bus or something.

Finally I just looked up to the sky and said, "You know what, when I get home, I want happiness, joy, healing, love, compassion, and forgiveness...otherwise I've had it!", and within a few minutes, I talked to my parents.

Shortly there after, within 5 minutes, everything started getting better. There was forgiveness, understanding, and love. The Universe, God, heard me. For that I am grateful. Now...on to healing my friendship...

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