05/10/09 1110pm

Oh its been a rough couple of days. I've been on this emotional roller coaster of uncertainty.

Heck I'm even thinking of joining the military.

I've been dreaming, I know that much, but I'm choosing to not pay attention to them. Apparently I don't feel them worthy of my attention; which I should not feel that way. My dreams are usually always important. Even for their symbolism.

Things are going well with Stitch. Its funny. When we kiss I start to shake a little bit because I start to become nervous and my skin feels like electricity.

To be honest he scares me. In a really weird way. I can't quite explain that part.

I'm going to meet with a recruiter on Friday, so we'll see what happens... I'm hoping everything makes sense eventually. Cause I'm going to lose it soon.