5/6/09

So today is the beginning of a new blog. A new place to write down all my thoughts, feelings, dreams, and emotions.

To start off - Last night I dreamed there was no internet in our home, but I had my wireless port. In the past when ever we set up my wireless router none of the other computers, which worked off a hard line, would work. Naturally my dad didn't want me using the wireless router. In the dream however I said, "I can fix this, let me try". After some convincing he allowed me to set it up and everything worked.

In my second dream it was more about being at a place that looked like a Oceanside Carnival or Fair with a broken down Beach resort or a resort that looked like it was hit by a tropical storm and no one ever cleaned the outside. The inside however was beautiful.

There was a huge concert pit in the middle of this thing. In the dream the man I am with switches back and forth between two men that I have or still have strong feelings for. It was so beautiful and so nice when I would kiss him (them - because the person would change back and forth). Still working on the meaning of this one. Also a friend of mine (we'll call her Meli) was sitting at a wooden desk placed in the sand. The shore and ocean right in front of her. She wrote with a pen quil. She looked so deep in thought as if she was allowing herself to let go of a lot as she was writing on the parchment.

The first one I feel has to do with me proving myself. That I do have an awareness or consciousness of how things work and that even though people will doubt me and some things may not work out the first time around, I shouldn't give up on it. I should trust myself more and believe in that.

Second dream is still pending interpretation....