Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Kinda feeling a bit lost...

As of right now I am in Tampa, FL.  I'm really enjoying it and as the day draws to a close, I realize how much I am going to dislike having to leave tomorrow.

I think about what will be waiting for me in Huntsville, Al, and I have to say, a whole lot of nothing.  Right now I am waiting to hear back from my Naval recruiter if my educational requirements qualify for the military.  It's a bit of a nail biter process.  I am currently not working and I need to know where I stand.

Part of me misses massage therapy.  I went to school for it. Graduated with good grades and everything.  My clients that came to the school really liked me and my class mates loved what I could do for them.  "Why am I not pursuing this??" I ask myself constantly.

I feel like I should get a massage just to become familiar with it again.  I can massage my butt off but I feel that I've forgotten some things.  Receiving massage usually helps trigger the memory in this respect.

Not gonna lie, but I'm a whee bit scared.  But I need to stop being scared and I just need to do it.

Make a decision...I've got two roads....now I just need to pick one....

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