8/8/09

I am ending my very recent relationship. I feel that it isn't right. To be honest I don't feel that a relationship is right, for me, anymore.

When I say anymore I get this feeling of dread, that I am really only lying to myself, but I can't help it.

I almost feel like my heart is beyond repair at this point. That some how I have become so detached emotionally, that I don't even know what love feels like when it is in front of me.